It seems that, everyone you think you should be able to trust, turn out to be the ones that you can’t ever rely on. I kind of knew that Id always do things myself, but it’s never really hit home. I really have to do everything alone.
I don’t even know how people I care for and love could make me choose between them and something else, yet, it’s always been that way. Yay for ignoring everything until it hits you in the face, Rene. *thumbs up* It’s SO much more exciting...
Except, I don’t know how that happened. When I do so much for everyone, and never ask for anything, but when I do its out of the question entirely. Is it because I never ask so they never think they should have to? Because you see, I thought that because I never asked, when I finally do they would go out of their way to help me...

Ill just have to do everything myself. Make my own plans.

Lacking in strength and naivety in excess apparently...