I never realised how good some friends can make you <deleted> feel. I know they can put you through shit, and sometimes they take alot of maintenance. But I dont think you realise how good it is to have them around, untill you dont see them forever.
Then you speak to them, and you wonder what kind of idiot you were to ever think you didnt need them.
Everyone has their place in this big puzzle. big... big puzzle. Called my screwy life. Everyone comes together with their little inputs into one big friend machine that spouts fuzzy happiness and glowing exteriors, most times, if not all. And I think you can really miss that sometimes.
Eh, if I dont love my life, I atleast love some of the people in it.

It can be surprising to remember the people who really mean something. And it can surprising to remember how you forgot them.
I guess you can believe in yourself too much sometimes